Friday, December 24, 2010

Two Times

Yesterday I threw up my lunch and today I threw up my breakfast. Today I was at home but yesterday I was at work. The bathroom is oddly situated right in the middle of the office so if I'm in there throwing up just about everyone on my side of the office can hear it. When I came out one of my co-workers asked if I was okay and I said that I was fine, great in fact and have never been happier. Now, that may have been a bit of an overstatement because I'm sure I've been happier, but as far as being happy about throwing up it's true, I have never been happier to throw up.

Today is Christmas Eve and so I can't let the day go by without mentioning my little Trey who I was pregnant with this time last year. The husband and I were putting together toys of SB and QT after they had gone to bed when I started bleeding. Massively bleeding. I didn't know it then but soon I would lose the pregnancy and my little boy. This year I'm still sad, I don't honestly think I will ever not be sad about losing him, but I also have hope for this little baby inside me. Keep growing little guy.

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